I'm blasting music into my ears although I shouldn't cos I'm going half deaf already. What the fuck is their problem? I'm free to do what I want and I do not need to seek their permission, do I fucking need to?
This morning I went to pray and visit my relatives. It was a rather boring morning I suppose. I think spending time in front of the computer would be much more meaningful though. Watching a nice drama to tide my time over.

I was thinking about life as I'm listening to some melancholic songs now. Life is a routine, with no purpose. We are told to study and mug and study and mug and stay healthy and be environmental friendly and be polite and be nice and good. I admit some of the things that we are told to do are fun doing. Being nice can't possibly make someone feel painful or stupid can it?
Then probably the months of mugging and studying would be rewarded with two months of rest in a year. yea, I agree totally that it's rest.

Monsieur Huet was commenting that there wasn't anything called CCAs during the holidays in France. They said that it was like a felony to go back to school or talk about anything related to studying during the holidays. Their holidays were meant for them to have fun and for them to gather with their friends and family. They didn't have co-curricular activities after school. They would probably go cycle or something.
When I feel tired I envy them because they get so much rest. However, when i feel restless, I pity them because they would probably have nothing to occupy their minds with.

Enough of ranting I suppose. I think I rant and rave too much nowadays. Still haven't accepted the shitty life we students have. i want freedom, doing everything we wanna, (like ponning school) although that would mean a lack of discipline. SIGH, this post is abit stupid.

Sleeping time now. Don't wanna sleep at night but don't wanna wake up in the morning. how contradictory ><


Touch my body touch my body touch my body touch my body
just some addictive song to listen to once in a while.