I'm having a terrible stomachache now. Twisted my knee when I was just having fun yesterday with chan, at the ball court. GAH. It was so unexpected. I mean, it was my right knee, the one which hadn't been touched for damn long.
but it aint swollen or anything so yeah, I suppose it'll be fine after yoga today?
I hope so.

These few days weren't really hectic but there was much emotional burden. Whole family just felt sad and disappointed altogether. I mean, it was so unexpected and i found it hard to believe at the start. No matter what, I just hope you're the devil with the angel in him; you just need more understanding from people and more time to learn that you've to think twice before you speak or carry out your actions. My impression of you being the impulsive guy who has no ill intention at heart will not change, though everyone's seem to have had.

The day at the beach on Friday was really great. I found the peace and calm I needed, though the sunset was disappointing. The sky was kinda pretty however, with it being pink and orange. The breeze, though relatively weak, was calming. I wanna build an attap house by the beach and be woken awake by the sounds of waves slapping the beach and birds chirping. But Singapore's ocean aren't crystal clear): Looks like diluted shit or mud.
Didn't go watch movie with teammies and I felt kinda bad when I said I had family matters. I really had to attend to them at home, but it wasn't as if I couldn't go watch. Just wasn't in the mood to watch after what happened.

When I went home that day at around 9:30, the house was noisy as usual. It wasn't the type of heartwarming noise which was due to people chatting nonstop, but it was the kind where the atmosphere was intense and uncomfortable. Didn't feel good, so I drank soup and rested on the sofa, drifting to sleep unknowingly. Guess I was really tired.

Balling with chan yesterday was kinda fun, although we didn't really drain our energy and be tired as we wanted. Ate instant noodles for dinner and bought deo(: Went to this kiddy place with aircon. When I saw a kid being lame enough to run into the place, slap his palsm on the wall, run out, run in, slam the "PRESS TO OPEN" button, and repeat whatever he did, I wished I was back to 10 years ago when I could still be lame and childish again.
I think being silly is a kind of detachment from the reality. When you laugh like some nutty crazy woman because of some stupid thing you did, without even bothering about what others think, you're really relaxing.

I remember what I said to Chan. It's not as if ballers can't make a fool of themselves when playing ball. That's why when I play ball with rae, I'll laugh like nobody's business. Using psychic powers to "suck" the ball back to you, pulling each other to prevent them from shooting, travelling, doubling, running too fast till you overshot your opponent and bang into the pole instead; all the stupid things just make people laugh real hard.

Celebrating early Mother's day today(: HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY mum.
Thanks for everything(: there's no need to actually write all of them out cos they'll be in my heart yeah.
sounds cheesy lols.

Tomorrow's monday. again.