Tag replies:
Jamie LOL. how shocking. did you had a heart attack? lol.
Chan SIMI manz. ass. u and ur lateness! Luckily I had entertainment manz.
Crystal Aiya lag abit nevermind de right(: Anyways I wanna swimmm
Jaslyn Quek Fang Ling Ha, I guessed it right huhs. I was wondering who it was manz. And nopes u aint the key looo. Have fun at the dont-know-what-name camp(:
Charmaine: hellooss. lol tallie giving comments harh? (:

Yesterday was fun. Woke up at 7:30 to spend a day out together at East Coast Park. Supposedly picnic-ed in the morning with just a few sandwiches and green tea. The picnic was a big failure although the egg sandwiches with kayu were yummy. Proceeded to cycle for around 2 hours before heading to Changi Village for lunch. Met NPCC peeps there, who were back from their camp.

Though it was merely a morning out today, it kinda felt great as it has been 3 years since our family did something like that. We used to go swimming, picnic-ing and had family outings at least thrice a year then, but now, everyone's schedule is so packed that it seems nearly impossible for such outings to be planned. Maybe it's just my schedule being out and everything :/

The first hour was spent cycling by myself and it was wonderful. There were times when there weren't anybody in front or behind me and I just cycled real fast. No fear of banging into anybody or anything, but just embracing the wind. It felt real nice when the breeze started sweeping past my face. Then I slowed down and began appreciating everythin around me. was enjoying myself so much that I was hoping I lived near the park.






My mum said the sky was nice. nice meh. hahas, I've seen nicer ones(:

Bballing on Saturday was a huge fat failure. Went to school to hand up my polynomials assignment and mugged abit for around 2 and a half hours before deciding to head for kembangan CC. I was surprisingly early, for around 15 minutes but chansou had to be 30 mins late. So I ended up watching the guys play ball from the mrt. Saw the yellow and green peeps moving about with the ball flying here and there, and I had a hunch they were dhs ppl and I was right hahas. Cos only dhs ppl will wear such bright and weird colours(: Anyways, balled for less than an hour before some weirdos with a no-air ball came and we decided to siam. Collected her specs and talked and talked. hahahs. as usual, as always.


Why is it so awkward?

Life revolving around something.... finding the strength to stand again.

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The only constant is change. Change change change. nah, I'm just talking about change in general. talking about how particular people change is kinda a waste of my time, since their change would not bring me any good.
Logged on MSN just now, glanced through the contacts online, felt empty suddenly, when there weren't anyone to chat with. Suddenly felt as if I was alone, as if I had no friends or any consolation. I know this is crappy, but ah, just felt like that. then itunes shuffle had to be some sad moody song.
sidetracked for one and a half hour already.

sometimes, when you're alone, you feel that the quiet is peaceful. When it's noisy, you feel like screaming shutup but you decide it's better to shut up. When you feel like being hyper, everything that happens is just the mere opposite of what you want.
I know it's kinda stupid to wish for things to always go your way, but sometimes you can't help but hope that nothing proves that you're naiively waiting for something impossible. Ah, I don't think I make sense.

Neverminds. I guess some sidetracking now would make things go right.