stupid shitty thing.
I seem to lose focus more than usual nowadays, just when I need it most. Ahhh :(
Got to get back on track and stuffs. I really feel kinda lazy now, although I know it's already the last lap. Get it over and done with manmanman.
I need motivation.
motivation
motivation

To Love Again by Alesha Dixon is nice(:
How does it feel to be young again? Gosh I feel old.
Although I have many years ahead of me and stuffs like that, I did wonder about things that gonna happen in the future.
Like I did tell myself that I would die as a contented woman at the age of 60, and the only thing that I really seek for is having the capability to go round the world.... But i need money :/ Nah, I don't need love and a companion and blahblahblah and all the stereotypical stuffs to accompany me the last few years of my life cos I believe self-sufficiency will walk me through. I just need super close friends who don't mind the way I am, taking in all my horribly bad habits like spitting food and drinks out if I hear something alarming or amusing. lol.

Which reminds me of yesterday. Stupid qi said something, then i just spit out the water. The guy who was walking in my direction was quite shocked, although he wasn't affected by the ribena. hehehe.

Mass cleared of my iTunes library, realised I actually listen to quite alot of crap. And I've really really old songs that can make me fall asleep, but it feels great to listen to them on a stormy night.

>> Qi: lol. nothing lah

My fav class pic, koped from chan's blog(:



tonight, another stormy night?