I used to think that airports made people feel melancholic when people left, yet one can feel euphoric after seeing people reunite. The sweet feeling that tingles has the power to uplift the mood and make things seem more peaceful. I don't know, just had the thought, since my mum and aunt just left the house for the airport. Gonna go somewhere for some days; forgot the details. Didn't really bother asking anyways, I just wished her bon voyage, gave her a long hug, and she left. Didn't follow my siblings to send her off, because I don't wanna cope with the nagging feeling when I leave the place.

Today's photo taking was kinda a waste of time. -.- But I did maths, so it's fine, although I could have did more, if only my brain didn't freeze or konk out.

Our paths once crossed, and they still probably do, but it doesn't matter anymore, because we didn't realise that we didn't walk through the journey long enough, nor did we do everything hand in hand. Surface value discussions was a deceiving facade for the strong bond people thought we shared. Maybe even we were taken in by those laughters which were short-lived and patronising to some extent, but we chose to believe that we were brooding over matters too much, and maybes everyone was just having fun.
We probably were, I don't know.
You definitely was.
Extension of social circles like a wire coil; did that make things better and more fulfilling? How does it feel to say hellos to 10 people in a row, and have a smile seemingly plastered on your face? I don't know, I would feel terrible and my mouth once ached before (my mouth can actually ache man). I rather have long laughters that make my stomach and mouth ache.

I wonder why things still prompt me to think, even when I hurled them to the back of my head. Telling myself that things are enough at this conjuncture and we probably can just sit back and watch how events unfold isn't enough, is it?

stop this train.
this train of thoughts
never ending
never fulfilling
why pursue it when it will lead nowhere?

Just need something to preoccupy my mind because I've seriously been mentally and physically unfit.
Let's just hope exams will be over in a flash before we even expect it.