feeling tired now.
today was great cos I finally felt relaxed after a long week. But if only my shooting was better
but ohwells, it's alright.

Tmr's some lecture so I shall sleep earlier....
very zombie-like now.......... and there isn't exactly much to post. Actually there are quite reflective stuffs to type but I shall type them some other day when the mood is correct.

Talked to Syl alot these days and we seem to talk endlessly. her dad gonna fetch me to school tmr (: But I still need to wake up quite early oh no.

oh and tell me how weird this is. I like seeing blog viewership going up but when the referrals allow me to know who's viewing, I feel weird.
Invasion of privacy like what Syl said? i don't think so... But it's just o.o-ish I guess, when people you least expect, starts knowing about the little details of your life and know what's going through your mind. Not to mention that my mind functions really crappily and I dont really think twice.

chieh. (have been using this for the past few months but it doesn't exactly have a meaning i realised)

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I don't know... Shan't think about it cos when I embrace it, the problem doesn't surface, but when it gets out of my sight, the nagging feeling gets onto my nerves. damn. There isn't anything I can do anyway, since nothing will be reciprocated. As much as I want to deny its existence, reality is forcing me to believe otherwise.