10:30 PM | Wednesday, January 26, 2011 | Link
Shoot

Depends on how you see it, anyway I gonna blog about both.

Due to my decreasing blog readership, I feel more secure typing stuff here.

I'm straightforward and a little crude, maybe even harsh. Hafta change that else I'll offend the world sooner or later! Though going a whole big round is mentally tiring and challenging. AGH.

Who knew 4 words could affect us so much? Man, this says hell lot about our ego and pride. In the past, we had a goal, mainly cos of overwhelming expectations. Now, when people doubt us, we create that target and hell, it's going to be tough, but we gonna make it (:

Didn't stretch my limits before, shall make this the first.

Mm so 2 weeks of school has gone by and this would be the third. Kind of like the environment of independent studying, and you can do things as and when you like, but I miss the days when school ended and tada, nothing related to school work for the next 10 hours? End of school simply means no more lectures, but that does not equate to lesser mugging. DAMN.

My lappy is sent for repair and I feel handicapped without it. And I sorta lost the touch for blogging. Lost interest and don't really see a point.

Today was the first time I consider closing down this personal space. Should I just leave it hibernating, only to be updated once in a while, or just close it down completely? On days I feel like blogging, I lack the time. And when I've truckloads of time, I feel that I'm just obligated to blog.

Hate dilemmas, hate conflict, hate people who judge me (although I always judge), hate it when everything just falls short of expectations.... in short,

sucks to be me.