Abandoned this tiny space for a long period of time, not that I gonna revive it cos it's just brief CPR.
Gah, I can see what mugging has done to my brains.

Frankly speaking, who likes mugging? No one, except those who lived to mug. But if you are actually reading this, I guess you aren't, cos Y.O.U. should and would have been burying your head in books.

And so I've turned into a fulltime mugger. Not that I get paid or anything, but it's as if every little time that I can churn out would be devoted to mugging. It's crazy, it bogs me, but I rather choose this disgusting pathetic lifestyle than cry my eyes out in 2013 when I receive my grades. At least that's how I psycho myself, and often it works.
Imagine your friends all jumping with joy while you're there, trying to hide that pathetic results slip and slump into some corner of the world.

Things have been pretty productive, though mundane so far. It's amazing how we can find all kinds of things to do to make us feel happier, during this mugging period. For example, I've this crazy obsessive happiness when I edit the album art of my songs. I think there are less than 10 songs in the 3K itunes Library which does not have an album art. Anal much.

Can't wait for all these to end - PW and everything, before I get about a month of my life back before this whole disgusting cycle of greater intensity and rigour begins again. And trainings ---- miss them ttm. Have been potato-couching the past few (months?) and I'm getting FLABBY.
But nah, not gonna stop my eating habits since food is one of the few pathetic things which make me HAPPYAYE.

Off to do history sbq before I slack abit and sleep :) Undercover boss!
Motivated already.

On a sidenote, how does it feel to care alot for someone? Have been thinking about how unfeeling I'm , but I don't really see myself as an egocentric person. Blahblah.
Too much of mass media which romanticizes love.