I know I feel tired but I just don't feel like sleeping. All the dark circles and eye bags are coming in swarms and I'm looking more fatigued everyday. I should sleep early, drink more water, rest more, eat less biscuits, exercise more, eat lesser, talk lesser, use my ears and eyes more, concentrate more, care more and the list goes on and on.

Imperfections, that's probably what everyone's dissatisfied about. I really really lack concentration. During coach's briefing today, I hardly heard anything so my answer was damn dumb. When people talk to me, my mind will drift off somewhere and I'll just look at the person, and go, ORH, YAH, yahorh, maybe, yah, ok, fine. -.- I'm going deaf too.

Training was not fruitful today. Coach left in the middle of training for the guys' tournaments and we were left to our own devices. As usual, everyone was having fun and I went abit moody. Shots didn't get in; my sprained-long-ago arm went cuckoo and ohwell, NOT GOOD AT ALL.
Skipped all 5 sets of physical training and I feel guilty now. I'll make up for them soon. maybe.

Went to Rae's house for the planning of graduation party. Actually, most of the time was spent with the big bear with a heart shape for its unique part. I can't believe I actually TALKED to it. Bad influence from rachel. But it did make me feel young again.

Bus-ed home and I realised that the sunset was real beautiful. I made a promise to myself that ONE DAY, I'll be on the beach for an entire day and witness the sun set and rise. came home and audition-ed and here I am, stuck infront of the com.

It's my sis's birthday celebration today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: a year older and maybe you'll be experiencing the whole load of unexplainable emotions that I did. Sorry for the PMS periods when I just flared up and snapped at practically every nonsensical thing. Thanks for the small little things that you did although I never did once say anything. When I dao, you keep quiet. When I laugh, you try your best to smile together although it's something lame.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
And when I figure out what's the best birthday present, I'll give oneeee. I know I owe you like 2 years of birthday presents.
Let's hope the trip to China will be a fruitful one


few more weeks to my trip to China. Zzz, no melamine please. Nevermind, since I'm strong (maybe), I won't get sick I suppose. But my immune system SUCKS TOTALLY. The table is currently full of wantans and ohwell, a big fat tissue box.

Yesterday's match against UWC was ok. expected I suppose. But I felt really really cold at a point of time because it was freezing cold in the gym.
Went to dine with Jingmei and Rachel at Kovan. Shopped for stuffs and went home by mrt.

Today's training training training and I'll have nasi lemak for lunch(: No link heh, but I love blogging about food. Glutton. I packed my table a litttlee bit and I just have to file my worksheets and shelve it properly, and everything's done!

Henna-ed my hair on Sunday, with the help from my mum, and now, my hair's slightly brownish red under the sun. yayayay. There's a weird hay smell though, when it's damp. Yoga was relatively fine, master asked us to do some weird poses and some were realll painful. I've learnt to balance my weight on both legs so some poses weren't strenuous and were quite bearable.

I gonna learn to
BALANCE
RUN
JUMP
TAKE CARE OF MYSELF

The last point is so important but it doesn't seem to be feasible anymore. My knee's so weird lah. You can't say it sprained but you can FEEL the joints moving then they'll move to a position which will contract, so you've to slowly straighten your leg and it'll move back to the original position, then everything'll be fine. gaygaygay.
Gonna go SWIMSWIMSWIM soon. The sun's so bright and inviting today. I gonna turn tan this holidays and get a healthier more complete colour tone!

A joke to share.... Hokkien's real easy. (from email)


A lady just called my phone, giving me a chinese survey. and ohwell, it was quite a funny experience. She went on blabbering and blabbering, bombarding me with questions politely, then asking me to choose a present, because the company wants to THANK ME apparently, then asked for my age, and I said 15 (act old mah(: ) then she was like: OHH. We're doing this survey for people 18 and above and your voice sounded mature so I thought you were 20++ so I'm sorry you can't have your gift.

LOL. More like my voice was deep and horrible right! Cos she went huhhing and orhh-ing when I think she didn't understand at all. lol. but her voice was nice so I didn't mind the survey(:


>> Shermin, Caris, Sylvia: yea thanks(: Heh. that wasn't exactly a collage I suppose
>> Han Siang: lol.